haha.. ok this is the back of my new phone!. the nicest i can find from all the gmask album. hmm... happy colours huh!. i like it with my white background. now i have lotsa applications on my phone! can play, can listen, can call... i'm so gonna regret if i have gotten omnia. =D

school started and i haven really gotten into the study mood. maybe cause its th cny ba. i have to remind myself. the last sem 2 was horror. chuiied cos i slacked too much. will die if i dun buck up soon. second lower pls dun run away further.

today's daily bread is about true strength to choose not to retaliate. for me, i was taught to take revenge in a very bad way. not retaliate so i can be in a position to point my finger. cos all injuries on me. maybe thats how a lawyer would have behaved. i believe there's more to not retaliating... and its called a forgiving heart. the chant for it? forgive and forget.

hmmm... forgive. more often than not, i forgive easily if the wrongdoing on me is trivial. however, if i ever were maligned or something, i tend to just forget about it and let the matter rest if it is ok for me. one example is by my mum. oh well.. family squabbles. you know... can a person just do one of the 2? as i agree that its really hard to do both at the same time, especially when you wanna resume normality fast. normally, i just pretend that nothing has happened. and if my mum wants to play war, i'll simply treat them as transparent till they wanna talk again.

conflict is something that i try to avoid. however, its what makes us stronger too. i dun argue if i'm in the wrong. thats cos i'm in the wrong. but if not, i'll usually try to talk it out and if i burst, i'll start shouting cause i know i will not lose and if i ever start shouting, i'll make sure you're dumbfounded. so far, only my mum has the ability to make me really really pissed. oh well... what are mums for?