我的心想唱首歌给你听 歌词是多么的甜密

可是我害羞我没有勇气 对你说一句我爱你

为什么你还是不言不语 难道你不懂我的心

不管你用什么方式表明 我会对你说我愿意

千言万语里 只有一句话能 表白我的心

千言万语里 只有一句话就 能够让我们相偎相依

Arr crap... My chinese is getting weaker. I have no problem speaking in mandarin, writing in chinese is now. First day of school. 8am lecture. straight 4 hours till noon.

Today's a mix of feelings. I should do my daily bread. Or rather... remember to do my daily bread. its the first day of school! all of us who's on the mc trip wore our superhero shirt(except weijie) -.-" and we attracted quite some attention. woah! not bad. i really really had fun with my clique man. my freshies... my buddies.. no to mention the stunt i pulled in which louelle went along with. hahaa.

i'm superman today!

on the down side. i haven being allocated my cm1121 yet. crap. so many emails shot. and balloting was today. screwed. see what happens tml ba...

i admit i had lost my flame for engin club these holidays. especially when i know i wont do well for the semester after all the work. i had not studied so much before. i swear. the flame doused even more when i feel damn sick in church camp and after that, i just wanted to take a break and rest. that is why i din really do much for the mc trip. thank god lawrence was roped in.

the mc trip was a good thing. i'm not a good multi-tasker. i serve in church, i'll forget bout club stuff. and i'll need time to adjust back. the mc trip provided a good path for me to go back to the club. i'm personally accountable to nat, and i'm responsible for wende. that is the chain of command. After church camp, i found myself sought of detached from the engineers and more close with my BB officers. thats not a good thing. i wanna be close to both side. but they always pull in different direction 180 degrees from each other such that i have to be splitted. thats not good too. when i saw guo quan's face asking me to be duty officer for a parade, i felt so bad when i turned him down. its just that i no longer really recognise any of the boys. too detached from the senior section such that an immersion course is required.

These 2 weeks without any tutorials and labs will provide me with a chance and time to think.

I got to know that wende is doing up the noticeboard today. i'm really glad he has the initiative. i'm right about him. he's quiet but he works. and that is why i tell myself i cannot let him think that he's alone and his boss doesn't care. so i try my best to support him. the mc trip has rekindled my passion for engin club again. its especially strong when i saw everyone in their own superhero shirt. it made me wonder. i was really crazy, but RIGHT to suggest that we all buy a shirt each. Though not all mc members have the shirt, i'm sure the unity of the club has strengthen a lot.

where can you see this? you'll ask..

i so sure that as long as anyone asked for an mc outing, we'll have 80 percent of the attendance and on top of it, we'll have the friends of engin club joining us! i am having my whole clique in engin club literally. lets see.

naga: eddi(VP), me(HonA), wenhao(RagVPD), kinloong(Rag Sec?),yiling(oweek comm)
not to say siqian, sara, sebas and many more. we're all in engin club.

hydra: all became mc members. lawrence a friend of engin club. even xuelin and gwen

my freshies:
oyster: tengjin, john, shuyi, liwei, chun kit....

omgosh.. all my friends. my big big family. what would i have becomed if i din join naga.

these are the people that kept me going in engin club. wendy was so sad when we always have our outings on her rehearsal dates. hahaa.. ouch... khai organising mc sports day, zihong asking whether we wan to dine not when me lawrence and wenhao already reached clementi on our way home. this are what tells me that engin club is strong. this is also why BB 19th coy is strong! we're never alone. i'm sure i wont leave wenhao or eddie alone. not to mention louelle whom i literally brought into the club. =D now i feel so contented.

i wish i had a rocking chair. ponder on life. take a rock on the chair. write down my thoughts. just like now. maybe this is why people cry when they graduate.

so many things to say.

haha~ this is what khengsoon do when he's got lotsa of time and wants to do nothing at all.

drums rock! soon soon..

i need to get my module tml. guess i'll sleep already. good night everybody. good night to you.